I have searched through time, space, and matter

I found no one or thing to match Your consistency

I sat and pondered on the chemistry behind Your presence

Even when I felt You had no matter in the matter

You showed up

Even when I felt You were not the right psychology for my turmoil

You showed up

Even when I felt You were not the right physician to attend to me

You showed up

Even when I felt I had walked off past Your presence

You showed up

Even when I felt You had no part to play in my scenes

You showed up

Even when I forgot all the times You plead my case

You showed up

Even when I was delusional about Your power to save

You showed up

Even when Your name fades in my minds eye

You showed up

Even when I patronised weak advocates 

You showed up

Even when I shut You out in rebellion 

You showed up

Even when I did not deserve Your recognition 

You showed up

You showed up for me even when I cared less.