I said it, the three power phrase

I finally spat it out of my rusty guts

For the days I shut you down in defense

The moments I played deaf to observations

In the scenes, I acted as your evil opponent

The debates that rendered you dumb

Forgetting it was your birthday, no gifts

Ignoring your need for real friendship

Unleashing all my frustrations and tantrums

Disarming your every effort for true happiness

Giving excuses for my glaring incompetence

Blaming you for every sick blunder I made

Trashing the million-dollar ideas you raised  

Giving ears to the gossip of being unfaithful

Not appreciating your tender smiles

Disregarding the tempting and sensual curves

Refusing to re-echo your glowing beauty

For not admitting your alpha brain existed

For being absent when presence mattered

I am sorry for not saying you mean the world to me!